Lucious Skittles

Monster
Lady GaGa

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Monster
Lady Gaga

This song is perfect for how I feel. ANd how my last two weeks and have been. I met this guy in October and I liked him but I didnt think he was going to like me, or admit he did if he already liked me. Right before I gave up on this guy ever liking me, which happened two weeks ago…he had sex with me, and let me tell you I really havnt seen one like that before, it was HUGE! Well then he wouldnt lay and cuddle or even sleep in the same bed, I just spent the last two days with him while he confused the fuck out of me like going back and forth between liking me and not. Then he wouldnt sleep with me or have sex with me. Im not sure if he likes me or not. But He really did eat my heart. I really like him and hes killing me, everytime i think he likes me he rips it away and idk im so confused and not sure what to do.