So, theres this guy…who I cant get my mind off of.
So, theres this guy…his name is Josh, and I posted about him a while back. Well I still like him, and I assume he likes me. But idk its just i keep trying to calm my mind down, and just let whatever happen. But the problem is my mind wants to wonder as in, what if he doesnt like me, or what if i stop liking him bc for some reason I have a hard time loving..well anyway regardless I am just happy i had that one night, if nothing else. I want more but if i dont get it, well then i guess i dont get it.
The biggest thing I found that I don’t like about him is that he doesnt like to kiss. that kills me. but idk even though i cant stand it, it intrigues me.
